I think I am going to drop out of the Alt Cert program at UL. It's expensive and I don't have the time to make any money. I am unsure that it's in my best interest to continue along this path.
I am looking into Teach for America as a serious option, as well as programs in different states that pretty much pay you to get certified.
I am so fucking tired of not making any money. And I'm even more tired of not having a real job. I feel like it's time and that I deserve both, but reality would tell me otherwise.
I am sure of nothing save my loss of hope about so many things.